There’s nothing like sunny beaches, summertime concerts, and girls in bikinis strolling past your window all day long. That is of course, unless you’re trying to study for the CPA exam.
My apartment was only steps away from the sand and off in the other direction was a string of endless bars that occupied the party filled city of Pacific Beach, California. Not exactly the optimal location for calculating bond amortization.
Already half way through it, I felt like I had passed the point of no return. 2 exams down, 2 to go. But sometime in between the sacred local holidays of Taco Tuesday and Wine Wednesday, I completely lost my motivation to finish the CPA exam.
I became more distracted than a 5 year old at Chuck E Cheese’s with all the activities going on around me. From volleyball games to birthday parties to BBQ’s, the result was always the same, I felt guilty whenever I would go and even more left out when I stayed at home to study.
All these distractions and mental noise took me to my breaking point and forced me to take a good hard look in the mirror and ask myself, “Why the hell do I even want to be a CPA? I mean, do I really want it? WHY!?”
My CPA Exam Motivation
Asking myself “why” made it very clear what I was actually after. I wanted the $5,000 bonus my work offers for passing the CPA exam, and I also wanted to prove my peers wrong who told me it’s “impossible” to pass all 4 sections the first time while working a full-time job.
So what were my underlying motivations? Money & pride. That sounds pretty shallow on paper, but at least I was honest with myself.
As soon as I figured out what was motivating me, my drive kicked into high gear and I launched back into study mode filled with a sense of purpose and meaning. I remember printing out a sign with big bold letters and placing it at the foot of my bed that read “$5K – Let’s Do this B!” Cheesy? Yes, but I was forced to look at it everyday and it helped to keep me focused and motivated. (I dare you to try it out for 1 month; you’ll be surprised at how something so simple can be so effective!)
After that I found some new coffee shops outside of the city to study at. I would go there straight from work just to make sure I didn’t get seduced into a night of debauchery with my roommates. It became the summer of “I can’t make it tonight” and “No, I’m busy” except now when I told this to people the disappointment in my voice was replaced by a subtle excitement.